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he is so funny.
i am so serious.

he is night.
i am day.

he finds the bad in every situation.
i find the good in every situation.

he gets angry and wants to talk.
i get angry and want to shut-down.

he knows a lot about urban culture.
i know a lot about ancient history.

he likes rap and r&b.
i like salsa and bachata.

he wants to marry me.
i don't even want to date.

he is planning for a future.
i am trying not to live beyond the moment.

he is skinny.
i am sooo not.

he is outgoing and loud.
i am reserved and shy.

he is the King.
i am his Queen.

he says he's dreamt that we'd always be together.
i never thought in a million years that we'd even have conversation like this.

he is everything i am not.
i am everything he is not.

they say opposites attract.

he's made me loosen up.
he's made me laugh at the things that should make me cry.
he's made me look deeper inside myself to resolve my problems.

i've made him recognize that good lives in every situation.
i've made him find comfort in being all that he is.
i've made him take a look at things from a more serious angle.

we might not be oil & water like i initially though.

*still in all...regardless of how this puzzle of "him & me" fits together...i'm still scared...i am living in fear...i am perfectly flawed and scared of the balance he might bring to my chaotic lifestyle*